I have three cups of coffee every morning, but today i had one. I was in a hurry. I want to visit my husband after work. We’ve been apart for three years but never divorced. No point. The arguments over a settlement.. he would have taken my Bichon, Bernard, to hurt me. Short on coffee equals a headache for me. It’s 1:15, and i’m home. Before i visit Syl, i’ll have that coffee. Is it menopause that’s causing my memory trouble? Sitting in my car trying to remember where i buried his body. Being fifty five has its drawbacks.